Today I twisted my ankle. Kinda hurts now.wish I broke my ankle.Noone cares anyways.there’s plenty of times I don’t giva fawk bout nothin no more.
Can’t sleep because these mems and questions I ask open wounds..tried to sleep; but when my guy friend call which he dont even remember who the hell I was,.. Sigh.. Made me even more stressed and sad.. Pissed off..
Tired of feeling this pain.. Sleepless nights and painful torn apart feeling in my heart.
Also my cousin told me to kill her, and if she told me once again ; I would of done it cuz I don’t tolerate her bullshit she’s gives ne. I give her my caring love and time and money. I guess she dont see that. Just Cuz work and make a lol bit money don’t mean I can spend on her all times and etc. Staying with u for a week will make me go insane…but whatever…and she claims I’m not babysitting her.. Ok if that’s how u think.. Ok.. I see that helping u get to and from work ain’t nothing. Cooking for u and making crab ragoon was nothing. Wasting gas to pick u up . Went back to ur house and gonna go back those other days for garbage n shit. Saying I ain’t taking care of you.. Ahha. Watever.. Fuck it I don’t wsnt your present u gonna give ne.
I don’t deserve shit . Wonde why?? It’s how I fuckin feel. Me and my fawking mood swings. When I’m serious I’m serious…
Fory birthday um planning to wear pink on top.. Dunno ways gonna cover my top but watever. Dunno wat legging to wearvor jean. Feels lonely and non compassion. Stressed and hurt. Stabbed in the back and un forgivable.
I hate these feelings of where your heart feels very very anxious or so called watever.
U just Ima jerk myself for letting people slidin n shit. Fuck u .. ?!?!?!!!! Sighhhhh