I seriously hate guys/men

I freaking hate them to death. I just wanna cut their fuckin dick off and break it in half, twist their balls and burn their hair. I wish they don’t ever have eyes so they can’t see love, but feel the love, emotinally, and physically. They need to stop goin for looks cuz that dont matter, but their so fuckin blind in this fuckin piece of shiity world. Wanna dominate the world and see them suffer in flames. Let me have a smirk on my face and be like the joker ” WHY SO SERIOUS? ” let’s put a smile on you face !!!! MuaAhhaahahahaa. Fml.

What’s with u

Soo wats with u huh? Why u gotta act all differnt toward me now huh. Ur just fuckin with me huh? Sayin we friends? Hahahaaaa. We were. I feel that we ain’t even close anymore. No nothin. Felt like we lost contact so called communication. Ain’t trppiin over nothin. U sayin u stressed out but I dont see that in u for these past two days U never text me back anymore. So wats the point of callin when u ain’t textin? Piece of shit. Or else u can’t say much cuz of wat u said to me the other day when u were messed up? Can’t face it?? Aha. Yeah thats wat I thought.

thisaintfairytalee:

My mom asked me what I wanted for dinner and I said nothing

but as I turned around… I whispered…“everything.

awwwwwwwwwww

Reblogged from PANKUUU :D

Bummed week

Been so sick this past week for my July fourth;( sigh. Starting school soon but ain’t that much happy. Got my own reasons why I ain’t happy;)
I wanna go watch fireworks with the one I like\love;( sadly just at hone thinkin wat to do about my future life how it will happen and daydreaming how my handsome looks like. Been working the whole weekend morning til night;( makin money though. Gotta save up alotttt!!!! 0.o stressed bout that since I gotta pay for everything myself .

spartan381:

Man fuck your bullshit bitch. Tired of ur two faced bitchass get the fuck out of my face. Lucky i dont kick ur ass

HELL YEAH - PUCK ASS BIOTCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH-AAAAAAAA

EHE.

GROWING UP!

i feel like im growing up slowly :) getting new jobs and etc. filling out apps:) and gonna go to school >.< realizing that im getting more busier than ever with everyday. WHEEWW. only thing left is a HOT SEXY ATTRACTIVE YOUNG GENTLEMEN IN MY LIFDE THE NMY LIFE IS STRAIGHT.EHEHE :)

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Today I twisted my ankle. Kinda hurts now.wish I broke my ankle.Noone cares anyways.there’s plenty of times I don’t giva fawk bout nothin no more.
Can’t sleep because these mems and questions I ask open wounds..tried to sleep; but when my guy friend call which he dont even remember who the hell I was,.. Sigh.. Made me even more stressed and sad.. Pissed off.. Tired of feeling this pain.. Sleepless nights and painful torn apart feeling in my heart. Also my cousin told me to kill her, and if she told me once again ; I would of done it cuz I don’t tolerate her bullshit she’s gives ne. I give her my caring love and time and money. I guess she dont see that. Just Cuz work and make a lol bit money don’t mean I can spend on her all times and etc. Staying with u for a week will make me go insane…but whatever…and she claims I’m not babysitting her.. Ok if that’s how u think.. Ok.. I see that helping u get to and from work ain’t nothing. Cooking for u and making crab ragoon was nothing. Wasting gas to pick u up . Went back to ur house and gonna go back those other days for garbage n shit. Saying I ain’t taking care of you.. Ahha. Watever.. Fuck it I don’t wsnt your present u gonna give ne. I don’t deserve shit . Wonde why?? It’s how I fuckin feel. Me and my fawking mood swings. When I’m serious I’m serious… Fory birthday um planning to wear pink on top.. Dunno ways gonna cover my top but watever. Dunno wat legging to wearvor jean. Feels lonely and non compassion. Stressed and hurt. Stabbed in the back and un forgivable. I hate these feelings of where your heart feels very very anxious or so called watever. U just Ima jerk myself for letting people slidin n shit. Fuck u ..  ?!?!?!!!! Sighhhhh

Scared of storms.

Busy busy

Last night work was do dam busy, 60 bread was when I came to work an hour later went down to 30..hasa make bread!?!?!! Had alota customers. So much didn’t even eat my lunch ;( came home empty stomach. Was so hungry that I changed my clothes and warmed me up some food and ate like a pig !!!! ;) lmfao. Yuopppp. That was me heehee. Was so full it made me tired and fell asleep early ;) wheeee. Woke up at 230 cuz my friend called. Now can’t even sleep .. Been awake for Like 3 and a half hours . Dam. Fml. Lol. Well I guess I’ll try to sleep again. Got work in the morning ppl ;) toodles. Good dayy ^___^

Can’t even sleep. Maybe I have to wait for a good 30 mins.